Mishaps. Mumbles. Milestones.

A business endeavour and a revelation.

2010-12-16T02:20:00.000+08:00

Ohai gais :D

Yes, I've been a complete bumbum. But I haven't been lazing around doing nothing! D: Okay, well, that's half the time, but STILL!

Lani and I are running an awesome budget blogshop right now selling accessories and add-ons like hats and bags :D Everything is RM20 and below, exccept for the bags which are RM28 and below. We recently got the first batch of stuff that we're sending out this week and next week, we're getting this enormous truckload of ready stock.

I really dunno what to do with it wtf. Either sell them on the site or take them to bazaars. While we're on the topic, the stuff from the first batch is really really nice :D Better than we expected. Quality's good, everything looks like what they are in stock photos :D

Visit By Aurora ! ♥

AAAAAAAAND, we got drama lol. Maybe I overreacted before posting a complaint, but meh, you don't steal my hard work and get away with it. Stab me in the back some more wtf.

Click here for drama llama :P

That's the last time I help a goddamned stranger. And seriously, calling me offensive, rude and vicious? My business sense was keeping me in check when I wrote back. I've got an entire arsenal that can make your accusations pale in comparison, and give your entire family a stroke.

JUSTINE TAN, YOU BLOODY WELL WRITE BETTER THAN ME, WHAT I SENT IN FOR A COMPLAINT WAS ARBITRARY.

Almost Eighteen.

2010-11-14T14:06:00.000+08:00

Seven more days.

In a week, I will be eighteen. My last birthday seems like a lightyear away. So much change; not just in appearance. I didn't think I'd be ready for this day. Sure, everyone wants to be eighteen. But at some point I wanted to stay sixteen; no worries, no inhibitions, no future to carve for myself, not yet.

I'm surprised at how much I appreciate the changes that have happened, expected or not. I've managed to broaden my horizons, see things from a different perspective, have the confidence to fight for what I think is right, stay up all night actually writing for a better grade, meet so many insightful people, gain a little recognition, and even cheat death along the way.

I am thankful for my family's love and support, no matter how discreet it may be, grateful for friends, the old and the new, who will be there for life and my special someone, who manages to surprise me at every turn.

Life is good, and I don't believe that anyone should ever claim that life sucks, because there's always someone who is less fortunate.

HAHAHAH. Maybe I am growing up :)

Open Mic @ Ecoba Restaurant and Bar

2010-11-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

Last night Klex and I debuted as Bacon & Eggs at Ecoba :D

It was awesome. So tiring plz. We were there with King since 4.30 I think. All the way til almost midnight. Soundcheck, mamak, come back eat again lol. I had dinner twice ftw.

THEN THEN. Klex and I went first :O

It was surprisingly okay :D All our kawans came to support <3 My heart was pounding in my head but apparently it came out steady, so yay! BUT. Halfway through Hey, Soul Sister, Klex's guitar ran out of batteries wtf. Before that happened, the manager, Jingles, came up with us and shook the shaker thing for rhythm. So I thought that they shut off the guitar for effect and I just kept singing. Turns out the guitar died lol.

Second set was my turn to fail. I went off-key during the start of Poker Face. Dunno what happened D: But Misery went off very well. We made a right choice using that as our finale :D

We met other musicians, had a lot of fun. It was a good night :D

Day Fourteen

2010-10-31T11:03:00.000+08:00

We used to be so close.

I still think of you as one of my best friends but I'm not quite sure if you share the same sentiment. You hardly reply texts, we never call each other anymore, it's a lot harder to find time to go out, just the two of us. The last time we hung out without the boys was at least a couple of months ago.

You're always busy with your college friends, which is understandable, but at least deign to reply when I try talking to you on MSN. Sometimes it feels like when we plan dates to go out as a group, you're just gracing us with your presence. We make it public, tagging on Facebook and yet you don't even bother to reply.

Is it so difficult? Don't you love us anymore?

Day Thirteen

2010-10-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

I don't believe I have done anything to need to be forgiven by anyone recently :3

PARAMORE 19.10.2010!

2010-10-20T00:50:00.001+08:00

OHMYGOD I JUST CAME HOME FROM THE MOST AWESOME SHOW.

Hayley was unbelievable. She didn't stop for breath throughout the whole set. They played Misery Business last <3
I'm not gonna bore you with the process of finding seats and moving around but I will tell you this: security did not frisk my bag. I had a dSLR in there and it was worth its weight in gold. We stood on the seats and rocked out. Best view ever <3
My life is now complete.

Yes. I took this photo. And 600 more <3

Day Twelve

2010-10-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

M. NIGHT SHAMALAMADINGDONG Y U NO GO JUMP OFF A CLIFF?

He already fucked up Avatar once and he's planning to make a second one? What do you wanna do? Make it suck even more with your racism and failure to follow an extremely detailed and awesome storyline?

Please do the whole world a favour and just die already.

Day Eleven

2010-10-10T13:42:00.001+08:00

WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE.
Y U NO WRITE THINGS THAT PEOPLE CAN UNDERSTAND?

My great-grandma. I never got to ask her what it was like when she was younger, never got to hear her stories.

Day Ten

2010-10-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

This might seem strange, but it's my friends from A-Levels.

We talk, in class and out of class, but there's this sort of group divide. Coz so many people know each other and are from the same high schools so there's always this gravitation towards people you're familiar with.

I'm closer to the HMC bunch, if anything. Odd, isn't it.

Day Nine

2010-10-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hayley Williams.

Day Eight

2010-10-02T19:19:00.000+08:00

My favourite internet friend is someone I've known for over four years but have never met. Why? We're on different continents :)

We met playing some game and got to talking. And talking. And talking. We even had a silly little online fling when we were younger. And then we grew up, but not apart.

David, this is for you, my awesomely buff South African bro with a 'fro :D

Day Seven

2010-10-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

Dear James,

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH You are absolutely pathetic. Stalking me now are you? Or your 'friends'. I hope you see this, it's too funny. Even your best friend thinks you're a log and I'm apparently I'm making unwarranted comments?

Please. Grow the fuck up.

Day Six

2010-09-30T20:48:00.002+08:00

Dear stranger,

STRANGER DANGER STRANGER DANGER! :D

Day Five

2010-09-29T08:21:00.000+08:00

Dear dreams of a strange child,

HURRY UP AND COME TRUE ALREADY GODDAMIT.

Day Four

2010-09-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

Bit late on this one, yes.

Little brother, I think you're actually a pretty cool kid.

Day Three

2010-09-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

Hi mom and dad.

We had this conversation a few posts back, we don't need to bond so soon. I'll see you guys at dinner :D

Day Two

2010-09-25T03:05:00.000+08:00

Hey, you.

I think you're so cute when you laugh. I love how we talk about everything so naturally online and via text. Yet with people around, we don't talk about things we usually do until we're alone. Strange.

You have the prettiest hair I've ever seen on a guy and I'm jealous, but you make up for it by letting me mess it up, despite your protests. Your diverse music tastes intrigue me. There are so many of my obscure favourites in your phone, it's almost surreal.

Day One

2010-09-23T20:35:00.003+08:00

Dear best friend,

I hope all goes well in your endeavours for that one person. Don't be so emo when things don't go your way, for I will always love you, you awesome ninja <3

Dear best friend,

Don't get involved with strange men on the internet. Just because they add you doesn't mean you don't have the right to say no. Try new things, meet better guys and have fun in effing Canada when it's time for you to go. I will cry and you will cry and neither of us are gonna look human after that <3

Dear best friend,

We've been through so much shit in the nine years we've known each other and though we don't see each other often, we gel as though no time has passed at all <3

Dear best friend,

You are the awesomest violinist I know and we totally think the same way, I can talk to you about the most random shit and we end up laughing so hard about it. But you also give me good advice and encouragement when I'm being a fag. I love you, and there's nothing Ryan can do about it <4

Life's candy and the sun's a ball of butter.

2010-09-16T18:08:00.001+08:00

Day 1 — Your best friend
Day 2 — Your crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Saw this on someone else's blog :)

Day #30

2010-09-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

Well, well. We've come a long way since Day #1, haven't we? :)

I think I am many things. But sometimes I'm just not sure. Who am I?

I am an only daughter.
I am an older sister.
I am the eldest granddaughter.
I am someone's best friend.
I am someone's partner.
I am a student.
I am a shoe lover.
I am a capitalist.
I am a reader.
I am a musician.
I am a photographer.
I am a dreamer.
I am fucking awesome.

I am me :)

Day #29

2010-09-13T20:12:00.000+08:00

I have learned that:

I should never attempt to write a 2000-word paper in two nights. I succeeded, but I am tired, to this day.
I should never consider a younger male. Ever.
I must not record a song after 4 hours of practice.
I should eat less Indomee goreng.
I should give a shit about Econs.
Doing business is in my blood.
I should save for one item that I really want, instead of splurging on random small things.
I must not feed the troll.
I need to take happier photos.
I will need to learn to use Photoshop for better photos.

Day #28

2010-09-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

2009

Yes. I am upside down now. THAT IS THE ONLY DIFFERENCE.

Day #27

2010-09-11T14:21:00.000+08:00

I'm doing this for the lack of better things to do with my time on the internet and also because it lets me write less banal things like what I did at college today, which is pretty much the same every day and it's helped keep my blog alive while I readjusted to college life, hung out with friends, took pictures and met new people.

You know, stuff you do while not on the computer? ;)

Day #26

2010-09-10T16:57:00.002+08:00

My friends are insane. Like all of them. No shit.

Day #25

2010-09-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

My bag? I change bags fairly often, so the things in there may vary.

Phone
Extra cash
Concealer
Lipgloss
Whichever book I'm reading at that point in time
Earphones
Rubbish like receipts and such.
Contacts case & solution
Purse

I think that's it. Not very unusual at all.

Day #24

2010-09-08T12:38:00.001+08:00

Hi mom and dad.

I have always been and probably always will be a strange kid. I have a stubborn streak that I inevitably got from both of you and although I am the spitting image of mom, I have dad's eyes.

I don't say this nearly often enough, but I appreciate everything that you've done for me. From the time daddy tied my ponytails before going to kindergarten, to the time mom made a harried trip to college because I stupidly forgot my poetry text before my first college exam. I have been grateful, I just don't know why I don't express it.

From your strange elder child,
<3

Day #23

2010-09-04T15:21:00.000+08:00

I'm getting the white with black trim <3

Day #22 - 100th post :D

2010-09-04T15:08:00.002+08:00

I'm different because I am :)

Day #21

2010-09-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

:DDD

Day #20

2010-08-31T18:45:00.000+08:00

He's not that old! And a girl can dream, can't she? x)

Of Bros & Bright Lights.

2010-08-31T03:14:00.000+08:00

LOL hai. It's like 2.52am now. I got home almost two hours ago and I just uploaded the photos. Although it didn't really go as planned, tonight was pretty freaking awesome :D

We laried to Nick's house at around three in the blithering rain wtf. All of a sudden, cats and dogs. Nick's house is so effing cina, it's unbelieveable. About an hour or so later, we went to One Utama. Why? Coz we couldn't think of where else to go XD

Yes. We're random. Alex and I got snacks coz we were hungry :D We basically just walked around a whole lot waiting for buka puasa so we could have dinner. We went to Toys 'r Us :D Alex thought he saw Darren, and turns out it was LOL

We went to Dave's Deli for dinner. It was many many levels of win.

We took a lot of random photos, but Blogger takes forever with the photos, so screw it. Later on, we went back to Nick's to play chor dai di XD Damn no life until around 11, we went to a mamak to wait for the fireworks. That, was a disappointment. Tiny fireworks were tiny. Budget cuts lol.

Alex drove home like a total maniac and I got home right on curfew :D

:DDD

Day #19

2010-08-30T11:33:00.001+08:00

Nicknames. An integral part of a person, if they have one, I suppose.

MooMoo
Iunno, Chuckles started to call me this. Probably coz I modelled hers after Chuckles the Silly Piggy from Dave the Barbarian.

Cow
Related to MooMoo. Alex refers to me as such, on various occasions.

Nixie
By certain college friends. Most probably because there are two Nicoles, we're friends and we're in the same classes. And perhaps also because I resemble a pixie somewhat. I've adopted this as my watermark in my photos.

Kitty
Yuki calls me this. He's Bunny.

Ensei
Sher Nel calls me this in reference to my hair when we first met. She still calls me this on occasion.

So, yeah. There you go.

Day #18

2010-08-29T14:42:00.003+08:00

Dreams.

I have realised my true calling.

I want, more than anything, to be a scholar. To immerse myself in the scent of old books, absorbing centuries of knowledge, gaining from past mistakes, to become a learned woman in my own right.

Despite knowing what I want, I am afraid.

In this realistic, terribly commercialised world, a scholar will not survive. Sometimes I feel like I should have been born in a different time. Where knowledge was worth more than all the riches in the world.

I am afraid.

Plans.

Practically, I plan to get the As needed to get into a good university and make my parents proud, but sometimes I doubt myself under all that bravado and planning. What if I don't make it?

I will try.

Goals.

Fill my portfolio with photos that show improvement.
Grasp the basics of Accounts.
Stop slacking in Economics.
Get better at both landscapes and portraits.
Learn to use Photoshop, no matter how much layering annoys me.
Manage a front flip along with all the basics of parkour.
Try muay thai.
Plan the best joint 18th birthday bash for two of my closest male friends.
Read. Extensively, covering all bases.

I will succeed.

Day #17

2010-08-29T01:55:00.000+08:00

I would like to switch lives with Weenie for a day so I may defeat Ryan and win. Forever.

Day #16

2010-08-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

Coz I jakun with the camera in front of a mirror.

Day #15

2010-08-26T13:56:00.001+08:00

1. What You Waiting For - Mizz Nina ft. Colby O'Donis
Yes, I like them club songs.

2. Miss Kiss Kiss Bang - Alex Swings Oscar Sings
Big band <3

3. Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars
Someone sang a cover of this, I like the cover more :)

4. That's What You Get - Paramore
Sweet, sweet Paramore <3

5. You Give Love a Bad Name - Bon Jovi
Old school rock is so much more fulfilling.

6. Soleil - Vulgaires Machins
French punk is love <3

7. Contact - Kyo
This is mah angreh time song :)

8. Defying Gravity - Lea Michele & Chris Colfer
Ah, Glee.

9. I Don't Wanna Be - Gavin DeGraw
The man's voice is sexy can.

10. Strength - Abingdon Boys School
One of my favourite Japanese bands. The frontman's voice is to die for.

Pretty diverse, I'd say :D

Day #14

2010-08-25T15:11:00.000+08:00

Because my brother and I don't look alike and my mother used flash on us indoors.

Day #13

2010-08-24T17:07:00.001+08:00

Well. A letter to someone who's hurt me recently huh. There are a couple of someones, but they didn't hurt me, so much as disgruntle. So I'll write notes :)

To that pathetic little nothing who believes that my models aren't pretty enough and that my photos are inferior to hers,
Fuck you, bitch :)

To Michelle Tan,
You don't suck, and I'm not mad. Just remember that deadlines are important and it inconveniences others if you don't stick to the schedule :)

Day #12

2010-08-23T18:14:00.000+08:00

I forgot I missed a day :(

I don't have a Tumblr, but I think I heard of it when Emil started saying it in a funny way XD

Shameless self-promotion. I haz it.

Day #11

2010-08-23T18:04:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry Chuckles isn't in this, she was taking the photo.

We're freaking insane, and we like it that way :D Merdeka eve party time! <3

Day #10

2010-08-22T14:15:00.000+08:00

I listen to a lot of music.

When I am happy: I listen put my iTunes on shuffle.
When I'm sad: I listen to the Ratatouille soundtrack LOL
When I'm bored: I browse through my iTunes and maybe download some new music :D
When I'm hyper: I listen to big band music :)
When I'm mad: I listen to this French band, Kyo. They win.

Day #9

2010-08-20T12:11:00.001+08:00

I'm extremely proud of this. Zero editing.

It got both me and the model compliments from a pro photographer :)

Day #8

2010-08-19T13:19:00.002+08:00

1. I must finish my draft by the end of the month.
2. I must get my room in order and sell off/chuck out the remaining junk.

Why?

Coz Ms Caroline will beat me senseless if I don't finish my draft and if I don't clean my room once and for all, my mother will beat me senseless :(

Day #7

2010-08-18T12:31:00.000+08:00

Imma cheat on this one coz there are too many people in my life that are awesome <3

Round Three!

2010-08-17T13:20:00.003+08:00

Yes, another photoshoot. This one was long, grueling and riddled with obstacles. I bribed Shawn with promises of loli photos to drive HuiYing, Yuki and I to the old railway station where we were hoping to shoot at the Heritage Station Hotel. Well guess what?

I finally discovered why no one at the hotel picked up my calls or responded to my emails for three straight weeks. The company that owns the hotel was liquidated FML. So we improvised and did the lolita shoot on the platform itself.

Ngggh. Skirt too short.

After quite a bit of waiting coz everyone was changing, doing their hair and makeup and general goofing around, HuiYing ran over and told me that she had to leave coz her dad called D: So Shawn drove like a madman and got her home.

While they were away, we moved to the tunnel that connected the station to KTM Berhad. Seeing as it had pretty good lighting and it was cool due to the drafts, we did the first vintage set there :) We made good use of the stairs and the empty space outside with lots of natural light :D

Charissa

Christine

Joanne

Joeyee

Jun Yi

Nicole

We then moved on to the KTM Berhad building, but as it turns out, you have to pay a hundred bucks for a permission form that lets you take pictures there wtf. So we improvised and went to the empty space in front of the National Mosque lol.

There are more on Facebook. We took 500 shots on Sunday, I narrowed it down to 129 and only uploaded about a quarter of that LOL. It was extremely tiring. I couldn't feel my legs when I got home, but I'm glad everyone had fun and I think everyone did a great job :) If you do visit my Facebook album, please review and give solid critique, thanks :)

I think everyone looks pretty here :D

Day #6

2010-08-17T11:20:00.000+08:00

MY FAVOURITE SUPERHERO IS...

Coz he has that awesome theme song :D

Day #5

2010-08-16T13:09:00.000+08:00

Diz be Melaka on a very pretty day when I was about 15.

Day #4

2010-08-14T16:00:00.001+08:00

PROCRASTINATION.

I really wish I wasn't afflicted with this disease. It's the worst. I spend all my time fagging about on the computer instead of doing things I should have put before leisure like writing my draft, cleaning my room, packing my stuff for the shoot tomorrow, doing research and the list goes on and on.

Like, totally *flips hair*

Everytime I mean to do something, something else always gets in the way to stop me from getting it done and I succumb to it. Every year I make the resolution that I'd quit procrastinating, but it always comes back to haunt me. It's like a cancerous cell that hides itself from detection but always comes creeping back to screw you over.

Fuck this shit.

Day #3

2010-08-13T13:24:00.000+08:00

Mah bitches <3

Lit mates! :D

Econs people, most of which are Lit kids XD

Weeniemon, Supreme Mugwump.

This is what happens when you have too many groups of friends.

Shoot on Sunday! Liek yay. There were only supposed to be six girls, but tiba-tiba two said they can come. So now I have eight wtf. I hate last minute arrangements kns. They're fine if they don't trouble others but this affects everyone involved >______<;

Whatever lah. I had to make a schedule to make sure everyone comes on time and we don't delay too much. I haz a nervous nao :(

Day #2

2010-08-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

This is definitely still day #1 but I'm bored, so suck it people.

The meaning behind my Tumblr name is...

HAHAHAHAHAHAH. I don't have a Tumblr account.

Day #1

2010-08-12T16:18:00.005+08:00

This is.. me? OwO

1. I like potato salad.
2. I take many, many Harry Potter quizzes, am pretty good at them, and proud of it.
3. I sneeze or rub my nose instinctively when I walk by a Lovely Lace shop.
4. I enjoy cracking my toes.
5. I eat a lot of sweets when it's almost that time of the month.
6. I'm constantly thinking of ways to make money.
7. I am very proud of the condition of my books. Almost all of them are in the state I brought them home from the store :D
8. I am anal about lending books to people D:
9. I love eating peanut butter and jelly from a spoon.
10. Weeniemon is my best fliend forever forever because she is the Supreme Mugwump /srs. And she is probably the only one that would get that XD
11. Yuki is a cuddly bunny and I like it that way <3
12. I love big band music. So catchy.
13. I only own one hat.
14. My stomach is like a black hole. And therefore I love to eat.
15. A dork, I truly am :)

Now you know that I am a dorky bibliophile who cracks her toes, enjoys potato salad and has a cuddly boyfriend :D

In every mystery, there's a truuuuuthh.

2010-08-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 30- Who are you?

Saw this in someone's blog. I shall attempt it :)

Now you know me, and I'm not afraid.

2010-08-10T16:33:00.002+08:00

I love not being single.

Having someone to come home to, metaphorically, is one of the things that I look forward to every day. God knows how many flings I've had before this adorable nerd came to love this random little girl.

He knows me so well, it's scary. He gets me on a cosmic level that no one else does, and I really appreciate that. I love hearing his voice on the phone, and I love how he makes such a long trip back and forth just so I can snuggle him.

And though it seems like he indulges me in everything, that really isn't true. He gets my head out of the clouds and he's always there to snap me back to reality.

It's been a year and then some. Not a very apt time to make this sort of post, but hey. You don't need a specific time and place to say:

I love you.

And the world is still sleeping while I keep on dreaming for me.

2010-08-04T00:51:00.001+08:00

I suppose I was rather annoyed last night. This ugly little nothing buzzed over, hoping I'd ask her to be in my shoots. She started asking me if I needed models, so I replied lah kan, coz I did need extra people. We got to talking about cameras and I told her I borrowed mine for shoots. She proceeded to tell me hers were a 500D and a 1000D with extra lens. Fancy.

I snoop around if someone talks to me randomly and lo and behold, she has a photoshoot album. Intriguing? For like the first 5 seconds, sure. It looked like any ordinary garden shoot and I dunno if the quality was low or whatever, they were slighty fuzzy and grainy. So I asked about them lah, naturally. Apparently they were taken by a pro photographer. I was gonna drop the subject, but she proceeded to tell me that my recent shots were really bad; over edited, had bad angles and that my models didn't know how to pose. I should apparently give them training before shoots. What do I look like? A modelling agency?

So mean kan, especially when two of the girls are from her school and she probably knows them. And it was their first time. In my head, I was like, you delusional child, you look the same as I remember you, like an aunty. And that was when you were in Form One.

It's not as if her photos are anything to sing about. Puh-lease. All the poses are the same, her expression barely changes, and her smile looks somewhat like a grimace. Perhaps the photographer couldn't be arsed to boost the colour or wanted it to stay as it is. Location was nice, but in our kind of sun, everything pales. So she goes ahead to show off her deep knowledge on this subject saying I shouldn't be editing my photos and to keep them natural. I was already pretty pissed, so I ask her what she meant by bad angles. Guess what she did while I browsed her photos for comparison?

SHE UNFRIENDED ME LOLOLOLOL

Very mature, right? She didn't have a comeback to that question, which clearly shows that she's just got an overinflated ego. She's so desperate to be a model but she's not even pretty. *sigh* #thingsuglypeopledo Can't even keep up an argument she started herself. Don't argue with a Lit/Law student. You will fail :)

Round Two :D

2010-07-29T10:06:00.003+08:00

The shoot was awesome, save for one problem. HUI YING BAILED ON ME AGAIN >:( I was highly unamused. Everyone else showed up with no problems. We took a few at Boulevard before moving on to our sweltering location to meet Joanne and Annycia.

NEXT TIME WE ARE GETTING UP AT 6 AND SHOWING UP ON LOCATION
AT 8 XD

Stella

Jerin

Annycia

Joanne

Enjoy :DDD

My photographer's profile is here :)

It's a death row pardon, two minutes too late.

2010-07-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

So. I guess I had a pretty cool weekend :D

I went to watch Ip Man with my family, the one with no Donnie Yen, hence, pseudo-Ip Man XD It was pretty awesome though. Lots of action, very nicely choreographed. The storyline was pretty good and the real Ip Chun was in it :D My only gripe is that pseudo-Ip Man's face was so kaku. But he was still kinda cute. And hardcore.

The supposed photoshoot failed coz one model went AWOL and the other got jailed by her parents on the morning of the shoot /wrist. I hoboed at home. This time, I recruited more than two so that there's backup if anything happens :D Shooting again this Sunday, I hope.

I should make shoots a regular thing. It's a healthy creative outlet. Yes, this shit is for the benefit of my parents XD I'm pretty much doing this for the lulz and to explore different creative angles.

She's gorgeous <3

Second Semester.

2010-07-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

So. As the title suggests, more like blatantly screams, tomorrow is the beginning of the second semester of A-Levels at HELP University College.

There are a lot of things that I did in my first semester that I am not proud of and I truly hope I can push myself to work harder. I skipped classes, I ignored my lecturer, not that she was very hard to ignore, but anyhow. I didn't revise everyday when I was bad at a subject, instead, I chose to whine about it being so difficult and avoided it altogether.

I always take advantage of a fresh start and do what I set out to do. For the first few days >_____> No more procrastinating. I should also stop buying unnecessary things off the internet and save some money instead.

I'll work on my people shots for my portfolio, I'll read more books on history, I'll save money in a jar for Boston and Universal Studios. I'll work hard for my future and hope that I didn't do too badly for Lit and Econs D:

Photoshoot - Round 1

2010-07-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

This is what I've been doing for the past month.

Photographer; Stylist - Me :)

Model - Celyx @ celyx.xanga.com

Well, this and the felt buttons :) A few things have changed during the course of this month-long vacation. I realised that I don't really want to pursue a law degree and live the life of a lawyer. My true calling is history. Always has been. I just never truly explored it.

I LIKE history. I love reading about it. I take in facts like someone drinking with a straw. I wanna be a museum curator or a lecturer in Ancient History :DDD

I am so nerdy. And I rike it :)

Tako and Cat.

2010-06-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

SUCCESS :D

These are for sale mind you. I'm still debating on whether I should get a booth at one of the events.

Happy Fucking Loliday.

2010-06-05T17:12:00.001+08:00

I was supposed to go to the picnic with Shawn and Rachel, but half an hour before it started, my parents decided to be complete idiots and tell me I wasn't allowed to go because my mom has become a meteorologist and told me it 'looks like rain' at my area.

THE FUCKING TAMAN IS IN KL. WHAT MAKES YOU SO FUCKING SURE IT'S GONNA RAIN THERE?

My dad on the other hand has no particular excuse for not letting me go, even when I don't need him to drive me there. Then on the phone he asks me if it's okay I don't go.

SURE DAD. IT'S TOTALLY OKAY TO MISS THIS MEETUP THAT ONLY HAPPENS TWICE A YEAR AND THE NEXT MEETUP IS WHEN MY UNIT 2 AND 3 MOCKS ARE GONNA BE. SURE IT'S OKAY.

My dad then goes to some lunch thing for hours and my mom goes off with my aunt, leaving me stuck at home with my brother and cousin. Then Shawn and Rachel get there and text me to say that there isn't a cloud in the sky and that it's hot as hell.

The best part: My dad comes home and asks me why I'm so moody. And then asks if I'm okay.

WHAT THE FUCK DAD. WHAT THE FUCK.

CHELSEA MAIKAAAAAA~ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-05-25T19:44:00.000+08:00

UFUFUFU :D

Mint chocolate chip.

2010-05-20T14:16:00.004+08:00

I am texting my blogpost lol.

Im at Sunway's Baskin Robbins, sketchbook in plain sight. My mom went to a facial at Yves Rocher and abandoned me for an hour and a half.

I want takoyaki. I was gonna watch Shrek Forever After by myself but my mom said no D:

She bought me a pair of new shoes though :D We're getting my aunt to buy back some winged hightops from Adidas when she comes to visit :D

...perhaps I can coax my mom into letting me buy winged sandals from Vivienne Westwood.

Shoes are my guilty pleasure <3

Eff. Em. Ell.

2010-05-17T19:53:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I told myself that I needed to study.

Today, at 8pm, I have not cracked open a single book.

Yesterday, I was bitching about how little I knew.

Today, I watched TV. A lot of TV.

Yesterday, I told myself that I would not procrastinate.

Today, I procrastinated.

FML.

Mah new rori :3

2010-05-13T15:15:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Soleil - Vulgaires Machins

Fufufu~ My new rori is sooooo cute <3 I berdying-dying plz <3 Can't wait for the rori outing on Saturday. I haven't been to one of those since last year >__>

At this point in life, discovering French bands, singing in French, holding that B, eating chocolate coins :D Will be posting pictures from rori outing soon :3

Jusque-la, adieu.

Le Mois de Mai.

2010-05-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

Bonsoir :3

French classes are coming to an end next week, which makes me a little sad. But that also means I get to move on to Level 2! :D In terms of music, we're going no where with piano XD I haven't touched the keys for months. The only thing that's improved is my vocal range. I can almost hold a B now :D

Je deteste la conjugasion francaise D:

Exams are coming up and mocks were less than satisfactory. Everyone is unamused. Both of my papers end at 7.30 D: College is still pretty awesome. It's more crowded now that the March intake have arrived but there aren't that many of them. HA04 is still the noisiest intake XD

I have managed to convince my dad to get me a bank account :D The ATM spits money out :D I don't feel so broke anymore and I have access to some extra money when I'm short while shopping :D This also means that I have been insanely anal about my transactions and keep a log on when I withdraw and when I deposit money XD

My wigs have arrived and I've just sealed a rori swap with this girl in Johor. I swear, if she scams me, I will go down there and skin her alive.

I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVEEEEEE >_______>

On a less gruesome note, I've purchased many new hairclips and am saving for a burando lucky pack and an Infanta jsk :DDD

Oh yeah, and I managed to down some orange vodka and stone with mah best friend <3

Bonne nuit, monde~

I am.

2010-05-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

A daughter.

A friend.

A girlfriend.

A student.

An artist.

A rori.

Recently, I've been more of a parent than all of these put together. I just can't deal with this shit anymore. I hate coming downstairs to a room full of tension so thick, I could slice it like a hunk of butter. I hate that you pretend everything's alright so I don't get upset.

Guess what? It's not working.

5 Things I Don't Need in My Life.

2010-05-04T09:04:00.000+08:00

1. Economics. Period.

2. Justin Bieber.

3. Lack of sleep.

4. Annoying flippy-haired girls.

5. Obnoxious people.

Back off. Like now.

2010-04-30T09:54:00.001+08:00

I am disgruntled.

Someone's been very kepoh lately, honing in on my friends and being reaaaal nosy about my personal life. We're friends but there are limits. We may have all our classes together and are seen together frequently but that does not give you a right to help yourself to bits and pieces of my person.

I'm different. I don't know what you're trying to do, but I don't take kindly to people trying to absorb my individuality. How I dress and how I speak are part of who I am. So what if I wear shoelaces in my hair? So what if I also use them as belts?

AND SO WHAT IF I LIKE FRILLY RORI DRESSES?

I don't need you giving me that condescending smile and that overbearing concern.

Lit mocks tomorrow.

2010-04-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

I rike them colours.

2010-03-29T09:54:00.000+08:00

I've always prided myself on being different, but that post title is the best I could come up with.

MOVING ON.

I finally, finally saw Alice in Wonderland after two weeks of it's release in Malaysia. It was epic. To everyone who didn't like it, OFF WITH YOUR HEADS! >:I The colours were so magical. Liek srsly.

PROOF.

It was awesome sauce with a cherry on top :3

You know how some people are so judgemental about other people that they don't even know? Just because they dress differently or they don't like the same things that they do. It really irritates me. There's this girl in my class who is like that. She commented on a friend's photo with this look of disdain. I was like WTF plz. I'm starting to really dislike this girl.

On another note, I'm gonna have an awesome retro setlist for GAMP :D Thank youuuuuu <3

Look! A distraction!

2010-03-25T23:40:00.001+08:00

Enter Bulatcat :)

Okay lah, I lame. I've got nothing much to say other than the fact that I am extremely happy and grateful for what I have at this point in life. Awesome friends, awesome college, good food and best of all, someone extremely special to share these things with.

Chuckles turned 18 yesterday, which is awesome :D I haven't done a proper birthday post for anyone lately. I'm such a bum, I know. So here's an obligatory shot of her, edited and fixed by yours truly :)

This is us, with matching, award-winning smiles and an awesome background. And this was taken on timer :D

insert sad attempt at a scale here

2010-03-12T11:41:00.000+08:00

First off, I'm sorry!

I'm typing this as I skip yet another Econs class. My father would be extremely unamused. No, I did not get screwed yesterday even though my grades weren't what I hoped they would be. But Daddy nodded at the B+ for Math and told me that at least I scored As for all the stuff I'm studying at college now. Not fantastic, but acceptable grades. I'm content.

OSHI- Why didn't I bring the slip to college today? *shot*

Denise knows this band who needs a committed vocalist so I'm thinking of trying out. She thinks I'm good enough so all we need now is to let the band hear me :D I need constant music in my life. There's always a song in my head LOL

Lucky is at the vet's D: He got something stuck in him and he had minor surgery last night. I was so worried. We're going to see him today. It was a success and I don't think he'll be in any danger anymore. Thank goodness.

It is now 11.40am. I have less than 10% battery. Bye.

Godlike internet speed and current news at 10 :D

2010-03-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

*chortle*

Yes, I has godlike internetz. I've been downloading torrents liek gila and full albums show up just like that. I am happy plz.

Moving on. I've been really lazy with the 365 Project, taking photos but not transferring, much less uploading them *shot* Coz there are just so many distractions in life :D Like Glee. I've been listening to the OST obsessively. Along with Alexander Rybak :D

Today, I went to the C2AGE committee meeting where I though I'd be able to get some experience with planning a large event, meeting new people and stuff but.. It was fail. This is a college anime event but 95% of the team in charge knew nothing about anime.

THEY DO NOT KNOW WHAT VOCALOID IS.

I didnt feel the energy that you feel when you talk to a fellow enthusiast. I thought maybe coz the meeting just started and everyone was sorta tired coz it was after classes, but no. They were monotonous and businesslike the entire freakin' meeting. Douchebaggery.

I was completely mindfucked. Turns out that they're only in it for event managing experience and the certs. Honestly. The whole thing was more about how much money they'd make from booths for charity. Not that charity isn't a good thing, but shouldn't the event be about exposing more people to this growing culture? And having a good time? As opposed to how much money they can leech off the booth owners and how much they get sponsored.

That sucked. I swear I had more experience in this field than all of them put together. I was so mindfucked OTL

Next on the list! Exams D: And results D:

SPM results are out on the 11th of March people! Get your coffins and champagne ready XD A-Levels mocks and exams are from May to the 11th of June and if we're lucky, our Lit class will be flying off to London on the 12th :D

Now we turn the spotlight to cosplaying. I am totally confirmed on Zatsune Miku for the earlier half of the year and Harle from Chrono Cross for CF :D I'm gonna be the first Zatsune and Harle cosplayer this side of Southeast Asia, I hope :3 My wig is already on the way and I'm getting the costume for an awesome price <3

That's all for tonight's news, I hope you listen to the Glee soundtrack <3

Success :D

2010-02-20T00:12:00.001+08:00

Hello world :D

I have collected a bucketload of angpau :D CNY has been pretty chill, lots of good food and people. I made new friends LOL I have also successfully disillusioned little girls from the shiny exterior of college life XD 'Tis been a productive new year.

Mousehunt is rather fun. The mice are so cute. Now I know why Shawn likes it so much. Tiki Farm is cool too. The plants are so cartoony *U* Percy Jackson is an awesome movie! WATCH IT! :D

I'm cosplaying this year :D So excited plz. Now, I need to learn how to backflip by the middle of the year XD I also want books D: Like all the awesome new fantasy books. I've got Dance, Dance, Dance and Kafka on the Shore still.

Monday --> College. Can't help being happy XD

KLPAC :D and other things x)

2010-02-13T00:04:00.002+08:00

Hurhur. Don't you wish your Lit department got sponsored by KLPAC too? :D We had to compete for seats plz coz they only allotted us 20. Srs literary questions FTW XD

We went mad and took many, many photos XD

Samira from the hood, yo XD

Almost everybody :D

Everyone was looking at the other camera LOL

Spastic Austrian boy 8D

I liek this photo <3

I swear, only Michelle can pull this expression off looking cute.

So pretty *U*

We look like retards in all our photos together, don't we, Sarah? XD

LOUISE :D

Everybody, with Marvin in the middle :D

I would just like to emphasize that my Lit classmates are teh smex x) LOL YES. Now that that's out of the way, the show rocked. The actors were so epic plz. This girl in the second skit was so amazing. She was screaming for her father-in-law to shoot the homosexual guy who seduced her husband and it made our hair stand on end. I shit you not.

Marvin, who was the main in the first and third skit must've had a lot of fun kissing his love interests XD The third one is about this guy, George, played by Marvin who only speaks English and this girl, Moira, who doesn't speak English. Very cute love scene <3

The last one was a bit strange but it was heart-warming in a way. All in all, it was worth getting frozen coz Louise and I were silly enough to sit right in front of the A/C u__u

This was on Tuesday night :D

After that load of awesome, I fell ill on Wednesday ;__; I had this epic headache after I scribbled my paper for Lit. I went back to the main block for Music Club but I ended up not going coz it was hurting so bad.

When I got home, epic fever ensued. I just recovered last night. Baby was so worried, he showed up with those cool fever pad thingies x) Thanks for all the concern you gais <3

Aside from that faggotry, two of my aunts came home from the States and Canada. Lots of clothes, a new bag and a Quatchi keychain *U* Awesome plz :D

Today, however, is the first day of CNY and Valentine's day :D So~

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO MY FELLOW YELLOWS AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :D

Tra-la-la-la-la~

2010-02-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

American Idol makes me wanna sing XD It reminds me how little singing I've been doing over the past few weeks. I haven't been playing my piano at all, and my poor iPod's been lying on the floor.

I need to get it together. Especially since baby went and got us a drummer and another guitarist. Emil's gonna try out for bassist, which I have no doubt he'd nail :D Please send gigs our way :D

Band practice soon, I hope. My voice will get huskier and huskier and disappear altogether with infrequent use plz XD

27/365

2010-02-07T17:58:00.001+08:00

rolls down a grassy knoll

2010-02-05T09:55:00.001+08:00

Today, I I found out that at NYU, you can major in Harry Potter. I know what college I'm attending. MLIA.

OMG AWESOME PLZ :D Suddenly, I wanna attend NYU XD

Yes, it's almost 10, I'm at college, reading MLIA. Damn no life plz. Oh oh! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN SON :D YOU'RE FINALLY THE SAME AGE AS MOST OF US! :D

Party tonight, photos abundant, wait for them ;D

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna :D

2010-02-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

Rainbow bracelets. Silver butterfly.

I like pretty things x) Aiyah, what girl doesn't. I'm blogging in Law btw. Ms Charmaine just told us an epic story about a murder case. Amused plz. Law is definitely my favourite subject. Nicole is thinking of dropping Lit D: It's apparently uber hard to get an A T_T

Mmm. I wanna sing. I wanna eat pasta. I wanna make some money. I wanna cosplay. I wanna watch Baka to Test to Sokanjuu. I wanna go back to playing jazz. I wanna learn a new song. I wanna be cuddled. I wanna get my license. I wanna buy more accessories. I wanna ruffle someone's hair. I wanna make new friends.

So demanding plz XD I really wanna eat pasta though. Baby says maybe tomorrow or Saturday :D The cars in college are outrageous plz. I saw a Porsche this morning o__o Pictar when I get home.

Mmhmm. Yeah.

2010-02-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

So. Second month of college.

I'm really not liking Econs but I don't know what my dad would say if I chucked it D: Accounts is quite fun and Lit, as usual is a load of laughs. Kareem was implicating his Austrian heritage all through their Romanticism presentation XD Ms Charmaine might not be teaching some of us for Law coz they went and got another lecturer T_T

I made a new friend today :D And I apparently missed a Music Club meeting hurhur. Oh well :3 Good news: I finally obtained a locker! It's in the building where the labs are so it's uber cold thar. With a water fountain plz. Nicole and I are planning to hobo there a lot x)

Nom in BSC today plz <3 The pasta is so much love :D And pictars, ooh, pictars :D

I show you themz :D

The Ferrari was there on one fine day while the Skyline is on campus every freakin' day. Srsly people.

Mmm <3 Good nom.

Proof that Twihards have the mentality and deducing powers of children.

Harry Potter *worships* Golden bound like the Bible XD

The face of a rapist/pedo. No amount of Photoshop can save this sparkly faggot.

In case of terrorists in Bangsar Shopping Centre, please press the big red button.

I had a productive day :D

17/365

2010-02-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

Goodbye.

2010-01-30T23:46:00.001+08:00

RIP

Munro

30th January 2010

The little guy didn't make it. I've been crying since my mom told me the news. It's either the processed milk wasn't enough for him or he was too weak since we found him after the rain. He was awfully quiet when I fed him this afternoon.

He's usually really noisy and would only shut up after he's had his fill and go back to sleep. He also mewed periodically but he was quiet all day. I think he knew.

Bye, little cat. Ceiling Cat's got you now. You're in a better place <3

01/365

2010-01-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

The first of my 365 project :D

College is still pretty cool, with cool people and good nom. I cannot fathom what would make Hartamas suck. Tell me please, someone who goes to Hartamas? :D I are curious.

For one so tiny, Munro sure makes a lot of noise XD I was like, Munro, STFU x)

I hate Alodia's guts.

Munro the Cat :D

2010-01-27T23:40:00.006+08:00

This is Munro.

Munro is a cat.

I shall stop being silly now XD See, a few days ago we noticed that a cat gave birth on one of the roofs. Two nights ago, it rained and the mother didn't have enough time to come back for little Munro. My mom found him on the ground in the morning :O

So we took him in. He lives in a green bucket, lined with towels. He's doing fine :D He's only a few days old, eyes haven't even opened yet :3 My mom says they'll prolly be open in a few days or so.

We're keeping him :D Baby is so excited to see Munro XD

Ninja training isn't as easy as I thought it would be D:

2010-01-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

College. Third week. Still pretty awesome.

I went to my first parkour thing with baby. Rolling is harder than it looks D: I landed on my shoulder by accident and now it's sore. My entire upper body is sore D: Looking forward to the next round though :D And we met a bunch of new people :D

I haven't been back at the Main Block ever since I showed my mom how to come to my building instead :D We have such awesome food here. Main Block only has fast food plz XD

Chillax, the awesome mamak, Rotiman, the juice bar are all <3

My mates are all pretty chill and Han Son finally got un-lost XD My only problem is our horrid Econs lecturer D: She's so boring. She speaks in this dull monotone, enunciates all her syllables and keeps asking us if it's clear in a draggy manner.

GOD I JUST WANT TO SHOOT HER.

The worst part is, I sit in front and I don't know if she notices when students sleep, so I can't pull my usual. I had to slap myself on the arms to keep myself awake this morning. I hate Mondays :(

I want to nom at Ninja Hideout 101 :3

PWNED.

2010-01-21T00:09:00.000+08:00

I are tired beyond all compare. Physically and metally drained. I need to talk about the awesome people I met at college more.

AND WHY IS THE UPLOAD PICTAR THING GONE FROM MY BLOGSPOT!?

I managed to obtain a locker today and talked to the ex-president of the anime club :D I heard there's a Moe Club but I'm not too sure.

New people: Saffy, Nicole, Jenny, Michelle, Sarah, Denise, Kareem, Jaz, Su-Zen, May, Sam, Louise, Trishna, Ramya, Samira, Ezreena, Zhiling, Jun Wen, Darryl, Ash, Junie, Aris, Sue Ann, Nen Lin, Ken, Weng Onn, Adel, Justin, Grace, Kerly, Scott,..

I think there are more but my brain's not really functioning XD

New mission plz :D

2010-01-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

LOL the text from Denise made me laugh XD

Anyway, my new mission is to get as much sleep as I possibly can, wherever possible. Seriously. What with the buckets of poetry and P&P, plus all the other books I have stashed somewhere, I'm gonna need all the rest I can get.

Baby started at UCTI yesterday but he has a week of orientation wtf. Didn't really go out much. Vince came all the way and grabbed me from college yesterday though <3 And we had nom, as usual x)

There are a bunch of new people in our Lit classes, which is pretty cool. Sarah likes Paramore and anime plz :D Baby and I are currently planning photo trips and I've yet to go on that epic food expedition with Weenie, who recently got a really fat weenie dog named Coco :D

It boggles me to think that my Lucky is six this year. Wow.

Of cute seniors and bus rides.

2010-01-09T02:00:00.000+08:00

Heh. I survived the first week of college plz :D

HELP is pretty awesome. The people were a bit shitty during orientation but maybe that was just me being sullen. I was obviously a lot more social during the second orientation so I made new friends :D

My classes and lecturers are pretty cool and there isn't any homework yet but the books OMG D: They add like a whole five kilos to my bag D: And those are just two of the library books I've borrowed. Alex has three assignments due next week already XD

Cute guys are rare, but you do catch a glimpse of a cute senior here and there x) And the bus rides :D The A-Levels students have classes at the other building so every morning, I gotta catch the shuttle bus to KPD where I walk all the way to freakin' Block E D:

I've already made friends with everyone in Lit and I've got the same classes as a lot of my friends. Awesome :D

Oh. SHIT.

2010-01-04T00:46:00.002+08:00

College officially begins on the fifth.

I have come to the realisation that after today, I will have no life. Seriously. I have classes every day, at least up to twelve. And bloody three hour MQA sub sessions twice a week. Die. Then there's prolly work from Friday to Sunday and that tutoring thing D:

On top of all that, my dad's being extra anal. He's like, if you wanna date, no need to study. What the fuck plz. I'm turning eighteen and he chooses now of all times to be shitty. Well, shittier than usual.

He's like, why are you going out so much, why is he always coming over? Well, dad. It's the bloody end of holidays, you already ruined my new year's eve plan and college is starting. Do you think I'd have time to go out all the time after that? And you won't let me hang out at his place.

So screw this. My dad's just gonna have to suck it.

Orientation was so-so. I saw some people I recognised from Li Li's party. The only people I knew were Vivien and Faiz, whom I didn't even bump into til the very end. I don't feel like friending anybody. I don't know why. Thank goodness I'll have Alex thar with me.

._.

On happier note, Phoenix Wright is awesome :D I'm totally glued to my laptop all the time. I got Vince hooked on PW and Cooking Mama XD I also cut my hair, which I think looks pretty awesome :D

facepalm

2009-12-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

Another nine hours of extreme boredom to endure because my father decided to take my grandparents to some concert tonight >__>

I've been sitting at Starbucks for almost three hours and I really have to pee. But I can't coz that'll mean I have to take my laptop with me and lose my seat coz there are >9000 people stuffed in here.

I will prevail over my bladder.

Anyway. Vince and I have already made plans for next years events coz I totally missed out on CF this year and he's never been :D They be a sekritz, don't ask.

It is still ridiculously cold. I am unamused by this faggotry.

We're still uunemployed and cash is dwindling D: It's either a tutoring thing or an actual part-time job XD Please help :D

Christmas? Pfft.

2009-12-22T15:29:00.003+08:00

Heh. Laptop with Windows 7 FTW :D

Blogging from Genting lulz. Cold as heck here. Boring as usual.

Yesterday I went to Ikea with Vincent to purchase a throw blanket, a couple of cacti that we named Simba and Nala, and curry puffs XD We then rushed back to IOI to watch Avatar with Chuckles and Prashanth :D

Avatar was winrar :D

Recently, I've been seeing a lot of luxury cars on the road. So far, I've seen a Skyline, a Fairlady and an RX-8. Just today, I saw an orange Lotus :D Epic plz. Oh, and a red Lamborghini some time back.

My iPod earphones are dying D: I am so not amused because a new pair of those cost a fortune.

On another note, people are ridiculously happy about Christmas. If you were a Christian, I'd understand coz it's the birth of Christ and all but for non-Christians, do you have to bee so bleeping happy about it?

It's not like it's raining Chocobos or anything. And Santa does not exist.

Hah. Take that, you freakin' pansies.

Merry Christmas x)

Driving? Lulz.

2009-12-13T21:18:00.001+08:00

LOL Undang was sooooo boring. We were lectured by this guy who sounded like the Italian mafia XD There's the test, another six hour lecture then the practical :D

We made a new friend today :D His name is Luke and he was from BU3. He's pretty cool lah, very sociable and all that. I'm glad we sat behind him from the beginning.

My iTunes is fucked up D: I am so not happy about that. Imma have to download everything from scratch to transfer to my laptop when it comes around the mountain D:

That'll take forever D:

College in January :D

2009-12-12T23:22:00.001+08:00

I went to HELP UC today. And got accepted! :D

Semester starts on the 2nd of January. I know, it's so soon. Like twenty days away. I'll need to think about whether I'll carpool or consider sharing a space closer to school.

Apparently, the first class of the day starts at nine and the jam is gonna be epic. It took me forty minutes to go to high school in the morning which started at eight. College is even further. You do the math.

Five hour Undang tomorrow D: I'm bringing all manner of things to amuse myself and Alex XD My entire week is booked. Never been so busy in my life.

Monday - Out with Chuckles
Tuesday - Lunch with they all
Wednesday - Shopping with Nik and Weenie
Thursday - Parkour practice
Friday - Dinner and shopping
Saturday/Sunday - CF at Sunway

Epic.

Btw, I need to make some money by tutoring English and BM. All forms. Oh, Science and History, lower sec. Please help me by giving me students :3

To the future! Excited? insert indecisive mumbles here

2009-12-12T02:54:00.014+08:00

I've been fagging around the house like I did pre-SPM. It's even worse now coz I've got no conscience screaming at me to stop procrastinating and study.

...wait. That was my mom.

Tomorrow, or should I say today, we're going to register for A-Levels at HELP. It's my first step into adulthood and whatnot. So, why am I not that excited? Keillian says IB is shit. He'd give anything to go back to high school. I strongly suspect I'd be wishing for the same thing in the near future.

On another note, someone thinks I sound, and I quote, effing awesome when I sing :D Made my day. I need a serious headbanging sesh with the bandmates but Fuff is running off to the States and our drummer girl is going to college in Aussie or something D: In other words, we gay lah.

I've been goofing around on the interwebz for hours every day, Facebooking, tweeting and reading FML and MLIA. I can safely say that MLIA is more awesome than FML lor.

Today, I asked my boyfriend if he wanted to drop out of school and run away to the mountains with me. He said yes, and suggested we live in a house of Legos. We're leaving tomorrow. MLIA.

Went on a shopping trip with my mom today and did some serious shopping :D Got some totally awesome, totally comfy wedges <3 And six shirts at almost half price each :D

In order to obtain the wedges, I made the guy at the Ikano branch call The Curve and get them to reserve a pair for me coz the Ikano branch were at their last pair XD

Driving lecture on Sunday with Alex! I'm so happy that I'm going through this rite of passage, if you will, with one of my best friends :D On top of that, we'll be rocking HELP together :D

Has anyone tried Mystery Google? It's bloody amazing. You get all kinds of random shit and you get missions :D I was assigned to cheer up this girl who was ill via email so I sent her a link to the ponies article on theoatmeal.com.

Guess what? She emailed back XD And added me on MSN and Facebook. Now I've got a friend from the UK. Llama had to do the robot XD

I like moose :3

I should get a job ._.

2009-12-06T03:49:00.002+08:00

Weenie's right, life after SPM is not as eventful as I thought it would be. Certainly beats cramming for Chemistry though.

I had fun on Friday though. Vincent and I went to Sunway and we had siu lung bao :D His face was orgasmic I tell you. Wish I had a picture to show. It was his first time. I swear he's just as ulu as Weenie in terms of food. He was exclaiming how good the baos were and we watched the chef make 'em :D

He also followed me around while I shopped XD My mom never lets me spend time in shops when I want to get things, so this was a nice change. Got three tops. Sale everywhere D: So tempting.

Which brings us to the title. I should really get a job and earn some cash for shopping and whatnot. Perhaps tutoring BM and English. I've also always wanted to try waitressing coz I've never done it before. Mmm. And working at a bookstore or CD store. Awesome sauce plz.

I also wanna get those green streaks before I go to college. I love freaking people out. It's hilarious XD And driving. Mustn't forget that :D

I miss you. Yes, you.

Sweet, sweet freedom.

2009-12-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

SPM IS FUCKING OVER!!!! :D

You can tell I'm ridiculously elated. Now my mom isn't gonna yell at me to get my ass off the computer and study, nor is she gonna tell me that there isn't time to waste anymore because now I've got all the time in the world!

At least until I go to college anyway. Heh.

Like wow, there are so many things I wanna accomplish before going to college in January :D Apply for college, get my driver's license, buy loads of books to read, go shopping, go on crazy trips with my friends..

Sounds banal but to someone that's been stuck at home studying for the past four months, it's heaven. So shut it.

The bloody laptop is never coming back. My dad ordered a new one for me! Wheeee! 8D Awesome sauce I tell you. I hope he gets me a green Dell. But knowing my father, he'd prolly get me some boring colour like silver. Ick. I really want the Studio 14. Kevin says it's lighter than the 15 *shrugs*

I'm going to Sunway tomorrow to eat takoyaki and goof off in general :D Maybe it's not goofing off coz at this point in life, I'm not a student anymore. Wow, I've waited forever to say that XD I canot believe Alex is ditching me to see High School Musical >__> My best friend, kononnya x)

Good luck to all you sad people stuck with Chem though. Ian, I feel for you, man. Chinese on the 14th. Sucks to be you x)

I need pictars on this thing, stat!

I give it all my oxygen, so let the flames begin.

2009-11-25T01:19:00.000+08:00

Two-thirds of the way to the end of SPM :D Can't wait to throw off all the stress and set my books on fire LOL

I haven't blogged in like forever. I know it's the middle of SPM but screw this. I've got five days of nothing before Bio. Lemme have a break.

BM and English were pretty awesome. EST, according to Alex, stands for Extra Sleeping Time XD Math was actually pretty good for me. Thank you Mr Joel for giving us really shitty questions to practice :D Sejarah was okay lah. Definitely can manage a B. Moral on the other hand, fried my brain.

Bio is next Monday. I really gotta study for it so I don't get a shitty grade D: Damn, Lit is the next day too. Aiyo, then Physics *facepalm*

I still haven't got the laptop back yet. I get the feeling the faggots at the shop beamed it up to space or some shit. Over three fucking weeks to replace the hard drive and the motherboard. Nice.

Emil really wants to make rants and I think they'd be pretty funny. Like the time he prank called Pizza Hut and the lady responded, surprisingly XD

I love my friends. They're awesome :D

Yuki - such a sweetheart <3

Papier mache in the toilet lulz

2009-10-22T15:04:00.001+08:00

Heh heh heh. I'm one-thirds of the way to epic winrar :D

LOL HAI - Weenie.

Faggots spamming my post.

We're getting back at high school, FUCK YES 8D All we did today was fag about and rehearse the bloody song for graduation. I can't watch Friends anymore without flicking the channels back and forth to avoid the theme song.

I like pancakes. - Emil.

Sakujun and I are shunning Suhania coz she's one massive bitch plz.

And Suhania's name is the only one that spell check underlines. - Weenie.

They spamming meh D: Anyway, she keeps lying to us about all sorts of things which prompts us to completely shun her like the dwarves do in Eragon. Then she tries to apologise so we talk to her again, she will ask for a last chance then the next week, MOAR LIES. Bitch.

Imma beat up Weenie after this. On a totally unrelated note, Weenie's mom offered her a full body massage at a spa for her birthday XD I'm gonna need to get photos for Weenie's upcoming birthday post.

Aiyo, my ears bled when Viss was singing This Love. I think he was a bit off-key. And nasally. Miss Junie, you are awesome sauce. She's in Germany naoz which means no class for liek two weeks D: Chuck Norris' tears can cure cancer :D

I miss Yuki. Honey, go blog.

Another month. Then it's all over.

2009-10-19T18:19:00.000+08:00

I think I'm gonna miss high school.

In a month, it'll be all over. I can hardly believe it. Everyone will be going their separate ways, doing their own thing. I never thought this day would come. I'm barely seventeen and I feel so jaded.

I digress.

Lots of stuff happening within the next week. Weenie's birthday is the same day as graduation, so I hope I have enough time to buy her gift(s) :D And we're all going to OU after the thing. We've got final rehearsals and that moronic slideshow I hope Emil finished *glare* I need Mr Syed off my back about it.

I'm really looking forward to life after SPM. All I hope for is for it to be as awesome as I'd always imagined. Seeing Yuki more frequently would be awesome too. My dad's bribing me with something if I do awesomely in the exams :D

Love you dear <3

I think guys who write are sexy :3

2009-10-08T21:32:00.001+08:00

Yuki writes me stuff. Seriously awesome stuff which keeps me in suspense coz he writes them that way :3

Somehow, guys who write well with detailed descriptions attract me. I like reading things coz I can visualise the image in my head. Sometimes I think it's better than the real thing.

I also like guys who wear glasses XD I'm not saying I don't like guys without. Sakujun says it's a fetish XD Okay, enough about guys LOL

I may have to wear a dress to graduation after all D: I feel that my rori blouse is a bit too ruffly. I've asked Chuckles to lend me something. Of course, this would have to come with a bribe. It's been her dream for I don't know how long but she and Alex are hell bent on dolling me up *hides behind Yuki*

I love playing The Sims on Emil's laptop. Weenie, Sakujun and I gayed up the entire house just because we can and has infinite monies :D Highly amusing. It ended with us having a leopard print floor and a carpeted toilet XD Emil was facepalming all the way LOL

I miss you dear <3